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All My Relations

by Black Grapefruit

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1.
Denim 02:52
V1 There ain’t nothin’ for miles Ain’t been free in a while Hat back with your window still shut Think loud but don’t talk too much Chorus All black with your denim sleeve rolled up (4x) Driving away (2x) Bridge I know I’ve changed But I feel the same Windows down It’s quiet now Driving away (2x)
2.
Omygod 03:42
V1 You went off sight, you went off foreign Kept me outside, I was so low then Maybe too high, maybe too high You told me, what you held in Then I held back, what you needed What you needed, what you needed If I could rewind, then you would know All that I hide, all that I show When you decide will you let me know Would you let me know, if you If you’ll be there for me Chorus: Oh my god (oh my god oh my god) V2 You said we never die, you said we only go away Maybe in another life, we could do it right We could do it right, maybe get high On all my relations I’m making A place for, a place for you I’m waiting, waiting for you to change One day will be the day you know, you know Don’t wait, don’t make me wait too long Chorus When you touched my hand It warmed my heart and filled my life This world is really mine
3.
Seat 03:41
V1 Front seat of your car, with a cigarette lit Front seat of your car, smoking cigarettes We’ll never be that young again Back seat of your car, with my mind on your lips Back seat of your car, I remember this I wanna love like that again Chorus And I remember what I told ya Said as long as we’re together I’ll never let you down No, no, no never Bridge Well let me tell you bout it You’re runnin’ around, day and night Don’t you worry It’s alright, yeah, it’s alright V2 Ooh, see lately you been on my mind Lately I been holding time for you Lately you been on mind, ooh na na Outside of your house with a note in my fist Outside of your house ‘cause you ended it You said we’ll never be this young again And I tried to hold on to you And you tried to hold on to me I think we just need some time to breathe Chorus
4.
Deela 02:18
V1 You like a deela, keep me so high You like a heala, keep me alive You like a deela, keep me so high You like a heala, keep me alive Chorus: I will not let go I will not let go No I will not let go I will not let go
5.
Remember 00:38
Do you remember
6.
End 03:26
V1 I remember four seasons I remember loving you I remember midnight calls I remember having you up in my bed And how would I know that we’d get this far, we’d fall so hard And how would I know that I’d break your heart I’d leave you scars V2 I remember you crying I remember hating you I remember midnight calls I remember having you all in my head If I could just get you alone And you heard my voice then maybe you’d know I’ve never needed you more I will not live in a world with you gone I will not be here alone Chorus (3x) Wherever you are, wherever you go Whenever you call, I’m by the phone I hope you’re not drinking alone
7.
Heart 04:33
V1 I would not tell you I need you if I didn’t want you I would not leave you behind if you let me get close Oh I know, we carry scars The money is coming, the money is all in my head But I don’t think I could be happy without you here no I need your heart Chorus No I don’t wanna wake up No I don’t wanna wake up tomorrow With you gone No I cannot breathe without you in my lungs My heart will not beat without your heart V2 I’m thinking bout you right now How I could not be here without you You said the money is coming the money might go to my head But I know I’d never be happy without you I need your blood run through my veins I need your thoughts run through my mind No I could not be here without you Chorus Outro Tried to shine a light for ya, I do it right for ya Can you do it right by me I’m taking my time for ya, I do it right by ya Can you do it right by me Murder it’s murder she wrote in them speakers inside of your car Blackout we blacked out again I was hopin’ we didn’t fall apart But that was long time ago, yeah that was long time ago Chorus
8.
05 01:23
Do you remember Do you remember Do you remember like Do you remember 05 When you came in and When you came into my life it was like It was like a wave (I remember 05, I remember) And I remember staring at waves with you (for like, forever) And it seems like so long ago I was a different person then And you were different too But I wouldn't take second back I wouldn't take one minute for granted If I knew that If I knew that (I didn't know I could be so in love)
9.
Mind 03:48
V1 Something to say Say it now Say it now Say it now Feeling some way Tell me now Tell me now Now You keep on me You won’t let me down You keep on me You won’t let me down Chorus: You got my mind mind Mind mind mind You got my mind mind Mind mind mind V2 Feeling some way Tell me now Say it now Say it now Something to say Say it now Tell me now Now You keep on me You won’t let me down You keep on me You won’t let me down Chorus
10.
Demons 03:15
V1 I, I can rely on you Smoking in the hotel room The darker I get the brighter it seems The further we go the more I know demons I, wish I could lean on truth Drinking in the hotel room with you Chorus: With you I’m with you, I’m with you V2 I think I’m haunted by you But I ain’t scared No I ain’t scared Oh you stood by me Oh you stood by me Tell me that you’re never moving on No matter how far No matter how far you are I’m holding you close
11.
Distance 01:18
V1 You say you don’t wanna go I try and I trynna to find you You holding your feelings close What are you holdign onto I left my past Driving through black I left my past on the west coast The west coast
12.
Hold 03:53
V1 I’d have no fear If I had your strength You showed me that love Is all that I need And you won’t let go So I hold on for you Now I won’t let go But I hold on for you Chorus: Hold V2 No oh oh And the weary road is so dark ahead I, uh hey nah Chorus 2: Na na na na

about

It was the Summer of 2016. Randa Smith lay on her back on the floor of a Lakota sweat lodge in upstate New York as her 83-year-old mentor, Shirley, pressed her to sing. “Everybody has a note,” Shirley said. “Sing your soul’s vibration note right now. Don’t think, just sing.” Randa sang. Her voice came out deeper and more solid than she’d expected. “Yes,” she thought, “this is me.” The next day, in their studio, Randa and Brian Dekker, the other half of Black Grapefruit, got back to work on their album. They’d been constructing songs around Randa’s high soprano, but that seemed too flighty now. Randa had found her vibration tone and it was low, grounded.

Two years earlier, having built a fervent following (as SOS) in their native Pacific Northwest and on SoundCloud, Black Grapefruit had driven across the country settling in Brooklyn; a year later they left the borough and made their home upstate in Deposit, NY (population 1,712). Getting away from the City wasn’t a retreat or a hideaway, though; it forced them out from the cover of the crowd, forced them to confront who they were, as a band and as individuals. To start the album, they first had to break old habits in the heat of a sweat lodge and the dirt of their garden. In a house where pre-war means pre-War of 1812, in rooms where people were born and died, All My Relations came together.

Randa establishes the theme with the first couplet on “Denim,” the album’s opener: “There ain’t nothing for miles / Ain’t been free in a while.” In researching the sacred feminine for the album’s creative direction, Randa looked to her ancestors for inspiration, drawing on her family tree, especially her matrilineal heritage of medicine and shamanism, to create her own version of divine blackness. This exploration led her to create her own practice centered on water healing and aromatherapy, growing the same herbs and brewing the same teas and tinctures her grandmother used to make on the Caribbean island of Grenada. The visual identity for the record echoes this conception of black femininity and completes a gesamtkunstwerk that encapsulates and illuminates the spiritual awakening that began in the steam of the sweat lodge.

To achieve this ambition, Randa and Brian crafted sounds synthesizing her mother’s West Indian roots and the gospel of her father’s American South. A culmination most obvious on album capstone “Hold,” with its exuberant, headphone-filling vocal harmonies and syncopated percussion, and “Omygod,” whose polyrhythms anchor both the chorus’s child-like joy and an outro built from an impassioned vocal sample and lush string arrangement. The assertive low end and double-time trap hats of their previous album return, but the sonic palette has widened to befit the ambition and scope of the project. The abiding arrangement philosophy is balance: in a sequence emblematic of the assurance and depth of the album, an atmospheric field recording anchors the slow-burning emotion of “05,” a high-wire act of masterly vocal production that crescendos into ecstasy before giving way to the immediate, irresistible exuberance of “Mind.”

The sweat lodge isn’t just the genesis of a vocal timbre; the album’s title was born there, too. Randa and Brian sit in the dark with a half-dozen strangers in the sweltering heat. The man who tends the glowing coals ushers in a bucket of water, and Shirley ladles it over the hot rocks in the center of the room. The dark is heavy with steam as they tap the floor together and intone “All My Relations,” inviting into the humid black delirium their families, ancestors, and all those still yet to come.

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released August 10, 2018

Written, produced and recorded by Black Grapefruit.

Mixed by Matt Champlin.
Mastered by Ari Blitz.

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